My gifts of divination, vision, creativity, spunk and general liveliness. Sometimes it does get hard… Like, really hard. As if I’m being constantly challenged for wanting more ease, flow and smoothness in my life. Where I feel like no one understands who I am and why I am this way. Sometimes I put too much emphasis on people needing to understand me for me to be happy, but I am learning to get over that too.
I guess what I am saying is despite so much that has been happening, I am finding my way, even if people don’t understand me. I know that I can’t give a shit what people think this year and I will have to stand up for what I truly believe in but I wish it was a little bit easier. I have to be really gentle with myself...
If I keep trying, moving ahead and most of all honor my gifts and visions I will completely see myself out of this and by god am I ready for it now, but I know it will take time… And I’m becoming okay with that too…
